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My Little Black Heart Bleeds by StaBy My Little Black Heart Bleeds by StaBy
Sometimes I feel like my heart is dead, Like I just feel nothing. I'm emotionless. And then like in a split second, things can change and I feel completly alive, and sensitive, insecure. In agony.. And That is why My little black heart bleeds.. The picture is in black&white, because thats how it feels, I see no colour, its all grey, but slowly it comes back, and it all starts with the heart.
I am a L O S E R, I know.. But its ok.

Well just to be on the safe side. This is NOT real.
And as dA admins requested I'l tell you how I did this, even though its studpid.
I just poured fake blood on the heart that I did with eyeliner. Ok there.
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Daimne Featured By Owner Jun 21, 2013
one girl i once fell in love with (at least i belive so .) gave me an incence stick holder, shape of somekind of black plant leave buddha sitting on top.
Well, the falling in love went unfortunate for me .) as she didn't answer my feelings about her. Actualy i knew from the first time i met her that she's going to hurt...She just looked like that. ..
But she saied that she has somethin with tha black hearts. like seeing them everywhere. .. as i see human skulls
One day the incence stick holder fell down from the table and got broken. When i looked it laying on the floor, i realised that the plant leave shaped plate was actually a perfect black heart, as it laied upside down. Later, when i moved to an another aprartement, i discovered a heart shaped black hole in my chimney .) black hearts was following me too :) i belive that the thing with hearts ends with this, as i have a new girl rightnow, and i haven't met her for about quite some time and our connection is vanished.
But amongst the sadness and other things i'm happy for falling in love, it really bringed out some side of me i really haven't deeply encountered, so i have to thank her for that. ...

i don't personally like the heart symbol, but i did want to understand what the black heart represents and how it relates. why someone chooses this symbol to be with her.

my upologises for uncorrect english grammaria. .)
EchelonxAnna Featured By Owner May 18, 2012  Student General Artist
Thats looks so good...
StaBy Featured By Owner May 18, 2012  Professional Filmographer
Thanks! I am thinking of doing a sequel - either my little black heart radiates colour or my little rainbow heart bleeds. I am still deciding and whether I want to keep the black heart and h have colour around it or to have a colourful heart.
EchelonxAnna Featured By Owner May 21, 2012  Student General Artist
ahh i think either way it sounds like it will look cool. you could always do both XD
KingArokis Featured By Owner Dec 3, 2011
great pic.
Nemicron001 Featured By Owner Sep 1, 2010
I know how this picture feel. Thank you for sharing it. :)
zeventymillion Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2010  Hobbyist Artist
beautiful except for the heart. i knwo that's the main point of it, but that is what ruins it for me. I think you could be gorgeous, yet i cant tell because of that heart
kaulitzbabe101 Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2010
very beautiful can i own??? whats the url code? this pik is perfect!!!! where did u get the necklace from?
StaBy Featured By Owner Jul 9, 2010  Professional Filmographer
what do you mean url code? it's a keyring from a surf shop.. really old though..
Hipppiee Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2010
You've been featured here [link] :)
StaBy Featured By Owner Jul 9, 2010  Professional Filmographer
visionsofwords Featured By Owner Apr 29, 2009
This is a great picture. It reminds me that sometimes the things we love can hurt us the most.
TheEternalSpectator Featured By Owner Apr 12, 2009
I hear you... :) Really dark... lovely. Great work.
Joe-mamma1987 Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2009
beautifully done
Shade-LadyDeath Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2009
Kinda emo, but I really like the picture! Nice work ^_^
x-Angel-Kisses-x Featured By Owner Jan 30, 2009
I love the contrast!!! Great work <3
Sophie-sama Featured By Owner Jan 29, 2009
I like your pic. :hug:
Hayaikiru Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2008
Beautiful! Just beautiful!!! <3 I can relate quite well to it some days.

I'm actually planning to get a tattoo that looks similar to that...
StaBy Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2009  Professional Filmographer
The heart? That's cool.. me too, but the blood more splattered and "jason's" above it.. ( my fiance).. but al in good time,.. big tats cost big money :(
Virtude Featured By Owner Dec 21, 2008
i enjoyed more the description than the pic itself but wow. thats awesome...

"i am a Loser ... but that's ok " «-- really deep, seriously
StaBy Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2008  Professional Filmographer
okay.. yes.. one needs to learn to accept things... like for instance you prefer my discription to my art..
Virtude Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2008
quite wrong actually. i also enjoyed the art, my point was that those words made the art more... i dunno, alive ... cant really explain it though. but you see, sometimes words can be more powerful than u think, thats all :) and don't get the wrong idea, that pic was indeed very good :D and i liked it!
StaBy Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2009  Professional Filmographer
thanks, sorry i was just being bleh the other day..
Virtude Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2009
Cheynez Featured By Owner Nov 19, 2008
nice um ... heart... you should do some nudes... scari 1's.. u really got the bod 4 it
StaBy Featured By Owner Nov 20, 2008  Professional Filmographer
and you're typical, please leave me alone.
speedmouth Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2008   Filmographer
I can relate so much to this
BioHazaRd-Apocalypse Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2008   General Artist
sarahlovesrats Featured By Owner Jun 24, 2008
This is incredible. It's the way it looks but also the message. I hate how my emotions change so much, I never get a chance to evaluate and understand them.
StaBy Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2008  Professional Filmographer
Yeah straight.. I'm still struggling and its been three years
KaizenLogic Featured By Owner Jun 14, 2008
ur sexy.....@_@
bunnyluv2 Featured By Owner Feb 24, 2008  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
this is how i feel alot. i really love how you put my emotions into a photo!
Perfectly-posed Featured By Owner Feb 14, 2008  Student Digital Artist
This picture is awesome. I love your photographs. You're really talented.
Rubby66 Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2007
looks cool
theredstargirl Featured By Owner Dec 18, 2007
love it
dreadnok Featured By Owner Dec 9, 2007
The1Blur Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2007  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Im really starting to have a thing for lip piercings... i dont know why...
crazy5 Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2007
i really really really REALLY like this pik!!!
im ganna :+fav: it!! X3
babiiiangeL Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2007  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:love: this piC

awesome.. (:
very gooooooooooooooooooooooooooood, no PERFECT work :)

NarutoPwner Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2007
I love it! ^^ I can relate to how you feel D: I feel the same
classicalmusic Featured By Owner Sep 24, 2007
it's great
I love it
StaBy Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2007  Professional Filmographer
thanks ! :bow:
SuperMario1112 Featured By Owner Sep 23, 2007
aaaaaaaaaawww omg ur so pretty i know how you feel:cling:
StaBy Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2007  Professional Filmographer
how i felt. everyone is pretty!
pseudo-arroganz Featured By Owner Sep 14, 2007
I'll put this to my favorits because it really IS beautiful and because I can identify with it...even if you don't believe it
*smile* I like it
miouhswings Featured By Owner Sep 13, 2007
beautiful :heart: very sad :(
StaBy Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2007  Professional Filmographer
Then you're reading into it wrong. In my opinion it is one of the happiest portraits in my gallery. it's about how my heart once felt black and numb now has feeling again and bleeds in colour
thanks :D
SilentBreeze Featured By Owner Sep 6, 2007  Hobbyist Digital Artist
nice one :) if you look carefully u can see stains on the eyeliner drawn heart but imperfect is perfect
StaBy Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2007  Professional Filmographer
well I kind of just poured the blood on... it's expected
PureSorrow Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2007
wow i love this pic well done
an im sad u feel this way
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